OH BOY OH BOY I cant wait for this ass pee am to over and I'll download another Ragnarok Server again !! Yummy. Who wants to join!? Not telling which server yet !! Lame.

Gagagaga. Oh I might dying my hair a little dark brown too. Will make no difference , I bet. -_- Then I am gonna trim my hair end of the year.. Just a little trimming I suppose. Hell no I aint gonna cut short anymore !!

4 more days to Decembaa!! :D

I am doing good with Accounts now I suppose. Yay. I think taking Fish Oil will boost your memories good.

Cause that what I do.

xx

I am currently having about 6 days of holidays now , till 1st December. Oh well , I am having Accounts paper and that day and I think I cant pass this subject with MERITS. So I shall spend this 6 days to study my accounts.

Anyway I was having Maths yesterday and Moral paper today. I hope both papers I could get A tho, because it was quite easy except for Moral which I have a little shit careless mistakes.

O well. This happens to me a lot of time.. Hope I could make it to the beautiful grades. Snogged my answer sheet again. HAHA.

AHHH omg I just kind realize , I did a shit mistake in my Maths paper teheeehe. Uhm something is making me vexatious but I cant figure it out what is it.. Hmm in the other hand I only have 4 more papers to go and I will be released "temporary" for 3 months. HOLELY YEAH.

I just CANT FREAKING wait to bring my Xbox downstairs so I could play it in HD ! Bigger screen yay. Yes and that mean time , I will ask ma friends to join me in. But sadly enough there isnt much 2 player games. BUT BUT I am gonna rule the whole freaking console !!!

I have lotzz of plan ( actually I am just being exaggerating ) for after SPM :

( too early2tell well am just being agitatedly anxious)

1) Sunway Lagoon @ 11th Dec ! ( uhm still ambivalent about it)

2) Class party ( dont know where is it gonna work ) fly kite again -_-

3) Get wedges. ( not the food ok )

4) GET A BOYFRIEND Just kidding.

5) sleepover in my house..

6) JOGGING THIS IS A MUST OMG OR THE WORST IM GONNA DIET LIKE LAST TIME

7) working ~

8) NEW CLOTHES NEW CLOTHES HEHEHE

9) gonna go round the Bandar Puteri boutiques !! & FOODS

10) meet up with some online friends and camwhore like there's no 2012

11) DRIVING. ZOMG. scariest thing ever. But this can wait , not that desperate to drive

12) doing good deeds :D MUST!

13) trim eyebrow

14) plastic surgery. Kidding. Need sth to obliterate my pimples

15)STOP MY DEMURE SHITS SO I CAN TALK TO PEOPLE BETTER.

16) sleep till I get till 60KG (lame)

17) Throw all books and I dont EVEN want to see it anymore

18) new cheap shades

19) need someone to celebrate Christmas with me if possible

No I just need a partner I dont care whether dick or jane , its because most of my friends are going for a holiday in HONG KING KONG WTFWTF and I am being alienated here in MALAYSIA! WHATTHECOW!

& I feel like wearing braces ._. Because everyone who wear braces they can smile SO GOOD. Do you realize that I dont smile with teeth. No its not about my teeth problems its about my lower jaw T_T When I smile with teeth I can make you cry so BE WARE.

Meanwhile , click my beautiful ads yo ! :P

What do I definite the word love? When I say those 4 letter heartfelt words I do mean it. No I do not spell it as l-u-s-t , I do not need you for anything to show off. Some people might not know what's love and lust is , but I know what is it. Well some humans need love because they had indulged themselves with some kind of peculiar mentality which is " I am so lonely I need a partner."

They just need someone opposite of their sex to accompany them , thats all.

No one had never been lonely before. But of course I too , as a human being need to be loved. But not in a nonsensical way like needing you 24/7 or getting a new partner without knowing each other much after breaking up. Or getting laid with some unknown people out of love.

Its funny when someone is destined to meet each other. You wont know till you actually realize. My heart was mended by myself. When you "accidently" (you&I know how) came into my world , its mended without flaw.

Feeling is one dangerous thing to deal with. With no worries with the chance given to me I'll take care of it safely and untouched with pain.I would cure it like a magic if its hurt , & I would like to take this task and treat you the way you suppose to be. I really need you not because you will accompany me every time when I am crestfallen or what so ever , its just you , respect for who I am, telling me what should I do and dont , giving me freedom to do things I want..

How often do you meet someone who you really love who actually stalk you the whole time( as in a good way) although he is very busy with his life?

No one actually ever did to me , except for you. Was I really dreaming ? I wish , this its not a dream that will obliterated in a blink of eye..

I would prefer to have you by my side even though you are sad , so that actually I could see your reactions rather than saying "nothing happened" Tho if I am not your first priority, because being first dosent mean anything , what matters is your steadfast heart towards mine. Because being first you have the chances of being second , third and so on , with endless efforts. I am not something to be counted like a number , so there is no reason why you should put me as your first.

When meeting face2face you'll see my demure self cause I want to say I love you so bloody much. My heart palpitated so quickly that I couldnt even say "I wanna hug you now"

and out of sudden I am in your arms with warmth, and that moment will never be expunge in my mind.

Life wont be easy - but we'll make this through together : )

xx

Some one is turning his age from seventeen to

Oh well. Happy Birthday EIGHTEEN Wai Hong!

Legal to drive(yes he got his P license) get laid , get into jail.. what else. Hmmm. Buy cigar?

Anyway my face concludes that I am just got burned out from bookies ( book+cookies). Haven started anything on accounts yet , might as well I dont come for that paper -_- I hate to be in despair and being worry about my results. Still early to think about it actually , oh well. I just transfigured into a emo monster !!

Guess I have to burn more time for my upcoming papers. (being anti social now)

I love you x00 & nobody else would replace my place.

BYE and all the best in the next paperzxsx.

xxx

I know , lied again , telling its my post and all. But dont you guy miss me? Okay being sarcastic. Anyway as you all know I was having my SPM yesterday and today. I have finally finished Malay, English & the most ludicrous subject of all - History !!

So @ Wednesday I was having Malay 1 & 2 & History paper 2.

I went to school as usual , I actually dont feel the anxiety or being tremulous THAT MUCH , I feel like its taking a school exam paper. BM was 50.50 & I dont think I cant even get A for this. Even A- T_T I am not sure but I flunked my essays. This is what happens when you spend too much time on nonsensical things. I was actually dreaming while doing my papers and it was such an extempore answers. Ok lets not talk about that. Oh bugger. Well please dont give me CDEFG cause it is not a beautiful grade for me. Ok I am telling this because the stress my dad mama gave me ok so dont say I am being arrogant and all.

History 1 was very easy - I got only 2 mistakes I THINK. or about that. Yay.

Today I was having English & Subjective for History.

English was so-so , I dont really do it that good , I just hope I'll ace it. I whacked all bombastic words as usual. Still not satisy enough cause I flunked at the novel part(?) :(

History2 was omgwtfFMFish. I dont know how to say about this paper , ineffable details , I did one shit silly mistakes again (DAMN!) but it was okay I could do almost all questions.... I think.

Anyway I kissed both of my answer sheet to ace it.

8D

Have so much things to do , so little time. Feel like rewinding the time back but thats very ludicrous of me - cause I procrastinate a lot ! & OF COURSE IT WONT HAPPEN. Apart from that , this would be my last post (?) I know I always said this substantial time.. Forgive the empress! I just love to blog ! *laughs*

Okay you must be asking hows my preparation for this war. It was... I dont know how to put it in words , its like I am somehow ambivalent with the answers. I dont want to fill my papers with some shit extempore answers. I HATE IT WHEN MY MIND GO BLANK ! I am aiming at least more than 5Ace's !! Which I think I can do it !! HAHAHAHA *slaps self please* Seriously , as I told you before I am taking it too lightly.. Oh damn. Whats wrong with me now..

Oh & I am going to school on Monday , which I am going to know where my sexy big ass is gonna sit for the exams. OMG PLEASE i have a premonition that I am gonna sit in the exam hall. I dont want the exam hall , I want the classes ones !!!!!! Its scary sitting in the hall with so many humans staring at their paper enthusiastically writing their answers but me myself is going woebegone -_-

... I am totally in a terror-stricken state. *inscrutable stare* Yah know , its not about luck , its about preparations ! So good luck ALL THE BEST peeps !!